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| Insignifigant |
| 12.30.03 (4:11 pm) [edit] |
Mood: Bored (big surprise there, eh?)
Song: "Way Away" Yellowcard (Kick-ass song, whoo!)
Okie, so uh. My life's just been wasting away lately. Really haven't done anything of any true purpose or productivity. But I guess that's what Christmas Break is for, right? Wow, I can barely remember high school now - it seems so long ago, when in reality it's only been something like 10 days.
Oh well, it's December 30th today. Which means:
1.) It's Kristin Kruek's b-day, if anyone knows who she is. She's 21 today, I believe ... stars on Smallville and in numerous Neutrogena modelling ads.
2.) Tomorrow is New Years Eve.
3.) It's exactly one week until my 15th birthday.
So I guess there's many reasons to [somewhat] celebrate today. But there's no celebrating going on here.
Yesterday was... okay. Went sledding with Geoff and Kyle for a whole 45 minutes. It was fun, but I have a bruise on my back now. Sheesh. Afterwards, I went with my parents to one of their parties in which they attend practically everyday. It went by pretty well, I guess. Ate lobster, crab, shrimp, scallops, prime rib, steak, various salads, potato dishes, fancy desserts, etc. (Yeah, my parents friends are pretty much all rolling in the dough). It was good, yet very filling. There was too pretty hot teenage guys there too. Though one was honestly like 6'5". Jeez. They were both big hockey guys and what-not and one brought along his girlfriend, but they were both really nice. Funny too. So the party wasn't all that boring.
Today I did nothing, as per usual. Spent basically the whole day on the computer. Though I managed to make another graphic in PSP. Spent about an hour trying to figure out my other e-mail address registered with the internet provider - but I gave up after I got a bunch of errorness e-mails. Whoopsie.
Seafood's on the menu again tonight, I can tell. The smell is drafting down here now. Yay, fun.
Hopefully there'll be *something* to do tonight with friends. I've been *so* bored. Tomorrow night will be wasted away babysitting, but I'm getting paid a helluva lot (one of my parents' friend's daughters), so I guess that's okay. Not like I'd have anything better to do. New Years Eve or not.
Not quite sure why the heck I'm even saying any of this - I know no one reads my blog anyways. Whatever.
~Cait~
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| Bored. |
| 12.27.03 (8:38 pm) [edit] |
Mood: Bored. Out. Of. My. Mind.
Song: "Savior" Skillet
Oh my god. I haven't been this bored in... hell, I don't know how long. I *could* always go watch tv - though tv doesn't interest me anymore. No good shows. Except for Smallville, but that's not coming back 'til January 14th . . . ughh, too long.
K, so what did I get accomplished today? Umm, did a half-ass job of cleaning my room. Found out that I have something like 50 shirts, 10 hooded sweaters, 8 shorts, and 17 pairs of pants - that is 'til I went and cleaned a bit. I think I knocked off one or two of everything. Strangely it's all gotten too big. The incredible growing clothes! Or maybe the incredible shrinking teenager. I'd go for the latter . . . maybe not height-wise. Being tall is fun! :D
Yeah, so after the cleaning and playing Dead Or Alive 3 (which I got for my XBox for xmas) for a while, called Caiti... nope, she's sick, doesn't want to do anything. Called Geoff... had to eat lunch, and then had to go to some old lady's b-day party. So I watched an old episode of smallville for 5 minutes, then when on the computer. Around 4, Geoff phones back, saying he's allowed to finally do something. He comes over, we play Battleship (I actually won! hehe), then Dead Or Alive 3, then he leaves. My parents go out for dinner and to a movie with some people, and I eat supper then come on the computer. That was at like 6:30. It's 10:30 now. I haven't moved. Pathetic? Yes. Boring? Totally.
I could always write - sure, that's fun. But I got so many ideas in my head I'd get bored of trying to write them down (or in my case, type them), since it would take *forever*. Maybe someday. Maybe even later on tonight. Who knows.
Got to see Cheaper By The Dozen yesterday. Whoo-hooo! What a great movie! It was so hilarious, yet so sad, and of course Tom Welling just made it even more enjoyable. Despite him not appearing too much, nor having a comedic role (he was the angry teenager who always stomped off everywhere, so he therefore wasn't around much - so cute with the kids though when he was there). Outtakes at the end were the greatest. Tom was in two. One was the infamous egg scene. I had read previously that Tom kept laughing everytime the eggs were shot out. Certainly true. The outtake showed him laughing at the egg thing, then jumping up and wiping everyone's faces off... ya had to be there. The other one was Tom and Bonnie Hunt. The characters were to clean up a chandelier (which fell like 4 times, lmao), and so they were discusing it. Bonnie's character said something like "So I think it would be best if you just covered me in duct tape, then rolled me across the floor," Tom: "Or we could both roll on the floor," Then he grabs her, kisses her, and dips her down. The crew and what-not in the background went nuts. It was *so* hilarious. Probably another "had to be there" moment.
Anyways, me going to see it again tomorrow! Whoo-hoo!! I can't wait... I think I'm even becoming obsessed, hehe.
Well, I think I'm gonna go watch whatever my brother is on TV or something.
See ya'll.
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| Volunteering for Christmas |
| 12.26.03 (12:23 pm) [edit] |
Mood: Sad, despressed, disgusted, fortunate, thankful
Song: "Hidden Track on CD" Fefe Dobson (who knows *what* the actual song title is - it is hidden)
K, well I just got back from spending the past 3 hours or so delivering meals to less-fortunate families in the city. My god, I didn't even know such places like the ones I saw exsisted here in Brandon. It's nuts. Some of the houses (if they can even be called that - more like 1/4 of a trailer mobile-home) were the size of my bedroom in total. Yet the people living there were still so nice. One place I went to had this woman whom I'm sure is shooting up (if ya know what I mean) and hasn't heard of a shower in months living at the top of this dingy appartment building, yet she was so kind to us, and so thankful. Wishing us merry christmas, etc, etc. I don't really see how it's fair to such kind people. Like little old ladies, living by themselves. So sweet, yet so mistreated.
As utterly gross it was being in such neighbourhoods (one guy lived in an old warehouse!), according to my father, it happens, and it's why people like myself who live much more grand, rich lives need to stop and spend time giving to other in different situations. Yeah - okay, I agree. Even though I smell funny, have a horrible headache, and can't get the greasy stench out of my nose.
Missed the 1:00 showing of Cheaper By The Dozen, which I wasn't too happy about. Slept little to nothing last night, but whatever. I'm not going to complain (as much as I usually do, anyways), becaus I know how much worse the lives of those people I met today are.
But off to see CBTD at 3pm! Whoo-hoo!!
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| Merry Christmas! Happy Day! |
| 12.24.03 (10:32 pm) [edit] |
Mood: Merry Christmas to all!!! :D
Song: "Judith" A Perfect Circle
Ho ho ho!! It's my favourite time of the year, and officially it is already Christmas day. 12:25am, December the 25th. So in a couple hours (after I have to sleep first), I get to open presents and do all the other fun stuff that goes along with this wonderous occassion.
Caiti, Kyle, Geoff, and I exchanged gifts today. I got the novel for "White Oleander" from Caiti (love that movie, can't wait to get into the book), a totally adorable giant soft teddy bear from Geoff (It's SO cute!! Awww!!! But Kyle's already pulled the bow off - pfft), and then from Kyle I got some candy and a really cute shivering penguin (penguins! Oooh!! Hehehehe!). So yeah, it was awesome. Geoff loved his sweater, Caiti loved her CD, and I'm sure Kyle is fine with his candy, so it all works out. Great day.
Spent the past like 7 hours at my aunts house. My cousins came in from Calgary (they moved there in July), so it was awesome. Long live the Prune/Raisen/Current/Plum /Grape revolution, eh Sara? :D:D
Can't wait for Friday - Cheaper By The Dozen! I'm so going first show that day. Caiti, you're coming right?
I'll also get to go again on Sunday. I was getting all excited about it at my aunts and am managing to get my cousins, my aunt, my mom, my brother, heck everybody, to go see it. Yay!!! I also *finally* saw an actual trailer for it on tv tonight. I always ended up seeing like the last 2 seconds of it when just flipping to a channel or turning on the tv, but now I finally saw one. My mom was just like "Oh, yeah. I've seen a million of those things on,". Then even brougth out one of her women's magazines and showed me a interview/article thing on Bonnie Hunt where she talks about Tom Welling . . . yeah, thanks for telling me earlier, mom, lol.
Anyways, Happy Day! Happy Day! I shall get off to bed now. Bailey(my neighbour's dog who we're taking care of for a couple days), is pawing at the door. Better go give him some love, the cutie.
Merry Christmas all!! :D
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| Dinner horribly wrong |
| 12.23.03 (5:14 pm) [edit] |
Mood: Need to get out of this house, asap
Song: "Safe And Sound" Sheryl Crow
Okay, so another very disfunctional dinner here. News was on tv in the background, when suddenly an interview-type thing of Caiti came on. I, of course wanted to see it. She is my best friend afterall. My mom told me to go turn the tv up, so I did. Automatically my father started yelling. I said to him "Shhh! Hold on!", which for some reason angered him extremely. Up he stood, came over to me, yelled, smacked a couple times, I said "Just wait!", hit hit some more, my mother started yelling at him and got up, he hit her once, hit me again, my parents screamed, my father left the room, and I sat down and attempted to continue watching the thing on Caiti on tv - ignoring the pain, everywhere. My father yelled at me some more - said I was grounded, but I'm not going to take him seriously. He can burn in hell for all I care.
And so I *need* to get out of this house soon. Caiti's phone is busy, Alex hasn't been home all day, Geoff is at his house having a party with his parents friends and all, and Kyle is god-knows-where. Put on a sweater too. The red marks aren't going away...
Gonna keep calling Caiti all I can, maybe eventually just go to her door. Outside works for me (as long as it's not skating).
I just must get out...
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| 12.21.03 (12:10 pm) [edit] |
Mood: Hated, boring, stupid
Song: "What Do I Have To Do" Stabbing Westward
***Edited.
Forget I said any of what was here before - it's true that you can't really saying *anything* on these blogs. Now look where it's got me...
***
Side note-- My mother found that last poem I wrote (Hopeful End). She's not too happy about it. I had to lie and say it wasn't "real", but that I had actually wrote it. Way to go me and my continuing stupidity.
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| A Super-cool Saturday |
| 12.21.03 (12:12 am) [edit] |
Mood: Christmas is coming! Yay!!
Song: "Strawberry Gashes" Jack Off Hill
K, like I had said, I'm regretting posting that previous blog. Had some people questioning me about it, Kyle keeps asking me questions, Caiti's worried, and I'm sure Geoff just thinks I'm downright insane - go figure. I know he hates me anyways.
So anyways, never got around to saying much about school this past week. It's been so cool! Not really going to re-post it all, being that everyone who will read this was there at school anyways. But whatever, just gotta say that Massey Rocks!! Whoo-hoo! Go Vikings!!
So, Saturday. It was probably one of the best Saturday's I've had in a long time. Thanks to my friends, of course. Went to the mall with Geoff, Kyle, and Caiti. Spent another $90 on Christmas presents for people. I can't wait 'til I can give them to everyone. I was wrong about saying that I didn't want to buy presents for people. It's actually really fun. I may be broke-er than I've been in years, but it all works out when your best friends and (loved) parents receive. Besides, get to spend New Years eve babysitting for a couple hours for $50. So I'm good.
Anyways, after spending a couple hours in the mall, we walked over to a video game store nearby. Didn't do much there. I was going to try and rent NeedForSpeed Underground, but it was already rented. Dang, maybe next time. Afterwards, Kyle and Geoff went to A&W, then we went home. Caiti and Geoff came over to my house, and Caiti and I wrapped Geoff's present while he fell asleep. He looked so adorable sleeping, lol. As much as he probably hates us calling him "adorable". Anyways, after dinner, my mom and I went to go rent movies. Was in a chick-flick mood so we got White Oleander and The Lizzie McGuire (how the hell do you spell that anyways? Can you tell I'm not a fan of Hilary Duff - stupid, snobby, rich, lucky, fake, pretty bimbo). Ended up not watching either though, 'cause Caiti phoned and Alex and I went over to Caiti's where we goofed around with Alex's new Tarot cards (they're really cool! But my present doesn't look too good - I got the Devil card, grr), then watched The League Of Extraordinary Gentlemen. Cool movie! Sean Connery talked funny though. But I found out I can apparently imitate him well. Caiti and Alex (now my mom too) kept asking me to say "Shut up" like he did numerous times. Fun, fun!
So anyways, after I got home I watched White Oleander with my mom. That's such a good movie!!! Probably close to being one of my favourite chick flicks, alongside A Walk To Remember. Yay!.
Okie dokie, so that was my Saturday. Not all too bad, if ya ask me.
((imitates Sean Connery)) "Shut up!" :):)
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| Enough Already - it ends here tonight |
| 12.17.03 (7:54 pm) [edit] |
Mood: Tired of it all
Song: "Save Yourself" Sense Field
Right here, right now. It's all coming out. I won't be naming names, but I think the people I mention will know who they are. Firstly, gotta say I'm sorry. But there's no one else to tell this to, and I'm driving myself nuts keeping it in - I wouldn't ever be able to speak this in words to anybody, anyways, being that I'd most likely piss that person off and end up getting slammed, myself.
Big issue - relationships. Everyone's in one. Everyone's hanging off of one another. The constant hugging between my two best friends even though they're not going out, when hell, I can't even remember the last time I ever received a hug, they're doing it everytime they see each other. I don't even want to be around them anymore when we're hanging out, because it's becoming so clear they don't want me around - I'm just a third wheel - they'd rather do stuff together on their own. Nor do I even have the guts to to talk to, touch, phone, anything one of them without angering the other. Her life is hard enough already, I don't want to mess it up even more.
Which brings me to another point (something I'm probably violating at this very minute). Life is shit. Life is hard. Life is the worst thing imaginable. But we are all going through it. Most all of us experience the same things. I learnt long ago that moping gets you pretty much no where (hah, look at me now), and that no matter how bad you think your life is, the fact of the matter is that there is *always* someone worse off than you, and that you are not alone in your troubles. So when people say to me "Ugh, I hate my life - I want to kill myself," don't be thinking I don't ever not know how that feels - that is my life. Every. Single. Day. So you're parents are mean to you? Whose aren't? Parents abusive? Well, I don't hear too much on that - but I know my father does it. Parents do this, parents do that ... news flash, that's parents for ya. It never ends
Yet again back to relationships. I'm sorry, but I'm feeling so utterly alone still. Never gone out with anyone, and heck - look at that, I'll be 15 in less than 3 weeks. Pathetic, or what. Even a guy-friend of mine I had always thought would be one of the last guys I know to ever have a girlfriend is going out with this really nice girl. A guy I recently met who is really cool, is hah - just my luck, going out with someone. There's not a guy who gives a damn I even exist (it's 'cause I'm fat, ugly pig, I know it), and even the guy I thought I knew best I found out I annoy. Heard it from many people, even the guy himself. Again, that's just me.
I can't blame him - nor anyone else. Look at me now? Pathetic. No one cares. I'm such a god-damned hypocrite. And you know what - that one friend of mine who recently took up a new "hobby"-of-sorts, I think I may just join. Get in on the fun, because I certainly know my life isn't worth it anyway.
Still don't know what to get my friends for Christmas - to be honest, I don't really care, but I know they're expecting it, so I'll have the piddle off the money I've been lying about having so much off to get stuff for them. Leaving it to the last minute and everything. Aren't I a nice one?
I know you all hate me, but I also know that I deserve it.
Gonna change my blog colours to black tomorrow... I like black. It's not loud. Dark, quiet, peaceful bliss...
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| New Poem, New Entry |
| 12.17.03 (2:49 pm) [edit] |
Mood: Wet...cold...arg, Geoff! :?
Song: "My Immortal" Evanescence
Okay, so I haven't been around much the past few days because I was grounded for saying "What!?" to my father when he started yelling at me. He yelled, I said one word, he yelled, he hit a couple times, yelled again, and there we go. Got super-depressed afterwards - still not too sure why. Everything was going wrong that day. I even went as far as to write another poem. And for once, this is based on my life, for real, and what I actually did.
[b][u]A Hopeful End[/u][/b]
[i]The world's crashing down
Crumbling to bits
I'm trapped in the middle
Lost in this shit.
The rejection came first
The words soon after
Then came the punches
There is no more laughter.
Abandoned, alone
Left to bury my pride
No one to turn to
No place to hide.
I hoped for the darkness
As I help the knife in my hand
It would all end then quick enough
Through tears I continued to shed.
Blade almost hit skin
Before I backed down again
Not now, not yet, it's selfish
Must live on with the pain.
~Cait, 12/15/03~[/i]
Don't go calling the nut house on me for that one - I'm good, I'm good. Life just sucks - not anything anyone really cares about, so I might as well just shut up about it.
Not sure what else to say, now. Once again, anything else I say will be held against me and I don't want that at all.
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| Life |
| 12.14.03 (7:05 pm) [edit] |
[b]Mood:[/b] Discarded, Forgotten, Outcast, Relinquished...
[b]Song:[/b] "Into Your Hideout" Pilate
Well. I guess this is life. And I think Shakespeare was completely right when he said; "When sorrows come, they come not single spies, but in batallions". He couldn't be [i]more[/i] right.
I think I may start making a private journal soon - If I was to say what I wish I could say, I would be hated, despised, pitied, shamed, and remorsed. My words, my thoughts... I don't deserve to have them, for I am an evil being. One who is slowly, but surely being abandoned by all those around her. Love is most-likely the main cause of all this upset. Or romance, lust, attraction - whatever you want to call it. I saw a movie last night ("How To Deal"), which I think did nothing but drive that detail straight to heart even more. I could've just cried during the movie - not for the characters, but for myself. I'm just such a sad, miserable, disgusting, selfish person. Look what I'm doing right now - I can't think nothing of myself. But can I blame myself, when everyone around me is finding people who are much more worth their while than I? So-and-so is going out with so-and-so, so-and-so is in love with so-and-so, so-and-so likes so-and-so . . . Well you know what I say to that? Life sucks. It's bloody hell and utterly unfair. I don't believe in blaming God for my problems - I'm not a very religious person - but I do believe that everything happens for a reason. And the events as of late are proof of that. It's all my own fault.
I don't want sympathy from you people - I don't deserve it, nor does it ever help anyways, so there's no use. If I was to get what I wanted, the world would be a cold, empty place, devoid of any true meaning.
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| Just a blog |
| 12.12.03 (4:58 pm) [edit] |
Mood: Ah, it's life. Sucks some times, rocks some times
Song: "There There" Radiohead
Okay, so I'm starting to faze out of this whole blogging thing. Anything I'll say on here will be twisted around, people will get mad or worried, and I really don't want to put myself in that position. Lets just say things are complicated.
Finally got to meet Nicole and Sarah (sorta). They're pretty cool. Hopefully I'll get to talk to them more some time. Kyle told me they thought I disliked them or something, because I was "giving them dirty looks". Well, I wasn't - at least not to my knowledge. I have no reason to hate them, still don't. Like I said, they're cool.
Well anyways, Christmas in 13 days! Yay! The movie "Cheaper By The Dozen" in 13 days too, hehe. And "Paycheck". Dying to see both those movies.
Okie dokie, well I guess that's all I'm comfortable saying here - the rest I can keep to myself.
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| Tuesday... |
| 12.09.03 (3:47 pm) [edit] |
Mood: Just there
Song: "Satellite" POD
Haven't added a blog in days - that's gotta almost be a record for me, lol. :wink: Hardly.
Anyways, not all too much going on, really. Kyle's extremely obsessed with many different girls lately. Caiti's been a fair-bit on edge concerning something I am not going to discuss on here, and Geoff is just... well, Geoff-like. That's seriously about it, lol. Me? I'm doing good. Freakin' cold outside, but it's December and I *do* live in Manitoba - it's to be expected. I just can't believe how extremely quick the time has flown by. I could say that day in and day out and still not believe it. It's crazy! But *so* cool. Christmas is almost here! Which means my b-day and New Years. Yay!! I love this time of the year. :D Bad thing is that I haven't the fainest clue as to what to get anyone for Christmas. I haven't gone shopping in so long. And pretty soon all the stores are going to sell out - according to people I've talked to, the malls are totally packed as of late. Eeeek. I'm cheap though. I don't like spending money... ever. So I may end up giving people woodworking crafts I have been making in drafting, lol. Ugh, so cheap.
Anyways, I think Caiti, Geoff, and I are going to Chris's band concert tonight. Band, haha. Sorry, I laugh at band nerds. But oh well, it's Chris. And Chris is cool. It's something to do, anyways. Geoff's even charging up his vidcam, lol. Yay! :)
Well, talk to ya later blog. PS, if someone could introduce me to this Nikki/Nicole girl (*cough*, Kyle, Caiti,*cough*), it would be muchly appreciated. You're all buddy-buddy and I've never even talked to her! :?
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| Survey thing |
| 12.05.03 (9:45 pm) [edit] |
K, this thing isn't formatted very well, but I got it off Kyle's blog, so... :wink:
1-name= Caitlin
2-age= 14 (15 in less than a month, yay!)
3-birthday= January 6
4-eye color= Blue/Green/Grey (hell, I dunno - you tell me)
5-hair color= Dark blonde
6-height= 5'8"
7-skin tone color= Caucasion
8-right handed or left handed= right handed
9-weight= Not tellin' ya
10-any piercings= Ears
11-shy at all?= Sometimes
12-outgoing at all?= Usually
13-fav. song= "Unwell" Matchbox Twenty
14-fav. band= Evanescence, Linkin Park
15-fav. movie= Driven, A Walk To Remember
16-fav. movie star= Tom Welling
17-fav. drink= Apple Juice
18-fav. food= Caesar salad
19-fav. icecream= Cookie dough
20-fav. color= Green
21-fav. saying= ...
22-something weird about yourself= My eyes change colour
23-something you hate= When people don't spell, punctuate, word things correctly
24-something that bugs you about the person who sent this to you= They can't spell too well (sorry Kyle, lol)
25-something you like about the person who sent this to you= Uh, he likes cars??...
26-dumbest thing you've ever heard= no idea
27-stupidest song= "Hey Ya" Outcast
28-do you have a crush on anyone= Not really
29-if so whom may that person be= Uh, J, I guess
30-which is more important personality or looks= Bit of both
31-what does the person you like look like= A guy...
32-longest relationship= N/A
33-what kind of vehicle do you want= Mitsubishi Eclipse Spyder
34-would you rather be eaten by a dog or by a cow= Cow
35-potatoe or potato= Potato
36-ketchup or mustard= Ketchup
37-coke or pepsi= Coke
38-pudding or icecream= Ice cream
39-gold or silver= Silver
40-blue or red= Red
41-hockey or soccer= Soccer
42-hugging or fondeling= Hugging
43-kissing someone new or kissing the same person over and over= Same, I guess
44-hugging or holding hands= I dunno, either
45-have you ever told a boyfriend or girlfriend you loved them= N/A
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| Another (dull) weekend to come |
| 12.05.03 (4:55 pm) [edit] |
Mood: Hungry and bored
Song: "Fake Plastic Trees" Radiohead
Yep, well sorry Alex. I did my best to find some good Radiohead songs - went through available sound clips off of 3 albums... got one good song [see above], lol. I did find 2 more good Nine Inch Nails songs though. "Piggy" and "The Frail". Otherwise, I was heading into '80s songs - not going there, ugh. And no, Radiohead doesn't sound too much like A Perfect Circle. Intrumently, maybe, but vocally, no. I really dislike the lead singer in Radioheads' voice. Though "Fake Plastic Trees" is an exception.
Anyhoo, some stuff going on at school lately. All senior 1's (grade 9) got immunizations yesterday. Kinda funny because some kids were SO freaked out. I didn't think it was a huge deal, you couldn't even feel it, but whatever. Arm is sore now still, lol.
Umm, hmm - oh, 2 guys were arrested at school yesterday. For drug trafficking. Oh, yay :roll: Pretty dumb if you ask me - and yet a little creepy at the same time. But I guess that's high school. What with that sexual assaulter who came in the school last week but no one really knew because he was wearing a hat over his head and all. Which brings up another new issue - hats, toques, bandanas, and hoodie hoods are banned; they're seriously into looking at getting rid of the letter man jackets (hockey, football, volleyball, etc) and any kind of gang/group related clothing; and they're putting in video cameras soon. What a nice school, eh? ...
Well, I'm getting even more bored now. No idea what to do. Caiti went to Winnipeg for the weekend, and Kyle & Geoff I'm not too sure about. Hopefully I can do something with them or else I'll die of extreme bordem... probably what I'm doing to ya'll right now. Bahh :?
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| Same ol', same ol' |
| 12.03.03 (6:26 pm) [edit] |
Mood: Bored
Song: "100 Years" Five For Fighting
Well, being it was just another Wednesday without a new Smallville episode . . . yes, I am quite bored. I really, really, really want to work on graphics or something, but Christmas hasn't come yet and therefore I don't have a graphic program on my computer, nor a good and understandable program to use my scanner with. It'd help to have a digital camera too, hehe. Yeah, can ya tell what I'm dying to have for Christmas? lol. Can't think of anything else - well, expansion pack for Sims and X2, but that's all. I never go cheap on my gifts, lol. It's always big stuff that I never end up getting anyways. Pfffft.
Anyhoo, today was alright. Started off the morning kinda pissy - my friends thought I was mad at them. Just had another really bad headache. May have been from last night when Geoff, Caiti, and I went to the park and flipped around and had snow fights and what-not for a couple hours. We all ended up on the ground in pain a couple times, lol. Aren't we smart? Oh well, it was fun. Gotta get myself some warmer shoes though, lol. Nikes aren't the greatest when it comes to trekking through snow. But anyways, school wise I had a math test in Math. Ughh, was it ever hard. Last page I spent probably 40 minutes on - opposed to the usual 10, lol. Doubting I got a good mark ... how the hell do you find out the surface area of a cone, when you are given only the volume, and must first find height and radius, but the numbers have to be whole numbers (I think I got r=6 and h=42 for v=1584 ... probably wrong). So I mean, I think it works . . . 6 squared times pi multipled by 42, divided by 3 --- roughly 1582.6 depending on the value you use for pi. And then the one question I just couldn't do at all. I know ya had to use Sin, Cos, or Tan somewhere, but I'll be damned if I could find the correct angle to go along with my hypotonuse, adjacent, and opposite values of the triange. But anyways, I'm boring ya'll with my math non-smarts. Gym was cool. My friend Cyndi and I won B-side doubles in a class-wide badminton tournament. Go us! The teacher was happy because us girls had kicked butt against a bunch of guys, lol (teacher is a girl). So uh yeah, that was fun. Science we watched a really gay movie on space - it had to be made in like the '50s, lol. It was funny.
At lunch, I ended up in one of the guidence counsellor's offices with Caiti - more problems with that one girl from a few weeks back. Ugh. Oh well. In english (aside from my teacher saying I had a suspicious smile with and evil glint in my eye most of the time - what a crazy, lol. Gotta love my english teacher), started some lit circles. An activity I hate, because I always end up with slow readers in my group, I can read about 100 pages/hour, while a lot of people in the class can only manage about 25 pages ... yeah, no kidding, eh? Should I slow down? Possibly. Got bad marks on responses for the last novel we did because the work we did for certain chapters we answered while I was like 5 chapters ahead in the book, therefore screwing myself up. Bah! So yeah, that was English. Had a fairly hot guy getting all excited when I told him I was going to Dominican. He says I have to bring him a picture back, lol. Yeah - he'll forget about it, I know. Forget about me. Always happens - no guys ever like me in "that" way. Always just friends... super annoying.
But anyhoo, next was Drafting and that was pretty cool. Started on woodworking, which I'm wasn't all too great at, being that it was my first time like ever using all these crazy power tools. Freaky, man. But I managed, and my penguin looks half-decent.
So that was school.
After school Caiti, Scott(ugh), and I went over to Geoff's, where he and Scott played PS2, while Caiti and I half-slept. After a little while, Caiti had to leave and I fell asleep for about 45 minutes or so on the couch. When I woke up, Geoff and Scott were on the computer. So yeah, played with his webcam for a bit, and then I left. Ate supper here, then watched a Smallville rerun and "Boom!" (hehe ;)), here I am!
So yeah, that's my life in a nutshell (and then some), lately. Probably bored you all to death yet again. So zip goes the lip. Buh bye!
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| 12.01.03 (3:55 pm) [edit] |
Been on a plane: Yep
Swam in the ocean: Yep
Swam in a lake: Yep
Gone skinny dipping: No
Cheated on a test: No
Let a friend cry on your shoulder: Uh, might've. Not sure.
Fell asleep in the shower: In the bath, lol
Gone to church: Gone with friends
Read the Bible: The little kids version
Climbed a tree: Yeah
Watched Dawson's Creek: Of course!
Gone water skiing: Almost
Gone skateboarding: tried, wasn't very good
Gone crowd-surfing: No
Fell asleep during a scary movie: No
Gone all night without sleep: A couple times
Been to camp: Yeah
Played soccer: Yep
Talked to yourself: Yep
Started a fire: Yep
Been to a major league baseball game: No
Saw a pro basketball game: Saw one, wasn't actually there though
Been to a NFL game: No
Been to a NHL game: WHL, lol
Watched Dirty Dancing: Yes
Danced along: No
Wanted to die: Many times
Met a celebrity: Yes
Driven a car: Not unless you count go carts or my dirt bike
Didn't wash your hair for a week: I don't think so. I hope not, anyways, lol
Got stitches: No
Broken something: 11 times, hehe, I'm a clutz
Played house: Of course!
Ran away: Yeah - well, after being kicked out, but same thing, I would've done it eventually
Got lost: Sure! Scariest time in Disney World, lol
Read the dictionary: Certain sections, yeah
Been in a play: Yeah
Thought about suicide: Many times
Tried to commit suicide: No
Used your parent's credit card: With them standing right there, yeah
Been scared of getting shot: Shot as in with a bullet? Uh, not in reality, but I think I'd be scared, lol (duh)
Gotten a cavity: Nope, and darn proud of it!
Got shot: lol, no
Saw someone die: If you count over a longer period of time, then yeah - many times (everyone dies in my family :()
Cried so hard you couldn't stop shaking: Oooh yeah
Got into a fist fight: With my brother
Punched someone for no reason: Yeah
Thought you were in love: Nope
Stayed online till 4 in the morning: Hehe, of course!
Used someone for sex: Uh, no...
Made prank phone calls: hehe, yes
Called someone you liked but hung up: Not that I remember
Streaked: Nope, lmao
Been hurt by the guy you liked: Uh, maybe
Gone to another country: Yeah
Wet the bed: Maybe when I was little
Moved: Yeah
Had your house rolled: My house what? Uh, I'll say no
Broken the law: Maybe
Killed someone: Nope
Killed someone in your thoughts: Sure, why not
Smoked in school: Never smoked
Skipped school: Yeah
Been stabbed in the back by a "friend": Yeah, couple times
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"'Twixt truth and madness lies but a sliver of a stream"
-Hamlet, Shakespeare
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"I have to remind myself that some birds aren't meant to be caged. Their feathers are just too bright. And when they fly away, the part of you that knows it was a sin to lock them up DOES rejoice. Still, the place you live in is that much more drab and empty that they're gone."
-The Shawshank Redemption
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"We all start off wanting to change the world, but in the end the only thing that matters is changing one person's world."
-Unknown
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