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| 03.08.04 (2:52 pm) [edit] |
Yep, I'm back. Had an AMAZING time in the Dominican. Met some great people... including a great guy named Wilson. He worked at the resort I stayed at, and well - okay, now I know what it feels like to like someone and have them like you back (even more so). Had my first kiss with him too - it was amazing. Wow. I just really, really miss him now.
Wish I was back on the island now. Everything here is so freakin' stressful. Have to register for next year's classes at school, but have no idea what to pick. Or how many to pick, or what kind of math to pick. Wish they would offer spanish - learned a bit of that while I was away, 'cause Wilson taught me. It's his first language (yes, he's dominican), but he also knew English and a fair bit of German and French. But I suck at french, and spanish is cool ... though they're really a LOT alike. Anyways, my school doesn't offer Spanish, so I have no idea what else to take. I hate school. I have so much work to catch up on, and I have no idea what anyone is talking about in any of my classes or the field trips and all that craptastic stuff that's going on.
Still completely awkward around a certain couple of my friends - they've obviously gotten even closer while I was away. Good for them.
Angry at myself for one thing. I think I screwed myself over while I was away with Wilson. 'Cause he's a LOT older than me... like, okay 9 years older if anyone can figure that out. And now all the guys I thought were hot at school just seem so young and plain and ugh... yeah, go me. Messed everything all up again.
Whatever, I'm going to go start on my homework - maybe. I hate school now, I don't even care how I do.
Missing him.
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