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| Need to get away |
| 02.14.04 (8:46 pm) [edit] |
Mood: Bored, and quickly reaching that undesirable point
Song: "I Will Love You" Fisher
Valentine's day. Whoo-pee. All that happened was 4 hours of homework, some more packing for my trip, some cleaning, and playing with my neighbour's dog. I'm such a loser, aren't I?
Geoff and Caiti went to see 50 First Dates. I really wanted to see that, but I doubt I will now. Oh well. Good for them.
At the moment I'm bored out of my mind, and quickly reaching that depressed/sad point that comes up every Valentine's day. Found myself downloading a lot of really slow, sad songs at the moment, in place of the loud rock. Oh, yay.
I honestly can't wait to get away to the Carribean. To not have to deal with everyone here (well, other than my family, but I can just go off and lay on the beach or something by myself to avoid them). I won't have to feel uncomfortable around my two once-best friends. Won't need to mope around being a loner, spending entire days doing lame, nerdy crap. I'll be far, far away from it all. Heck, maybe we'll get stranded there and I won't ever have to come back here again. I'd be fine with that. I hate it here.
Lyrics from some good songs I just downloaded. Pretty good.
[b]"Here Nor There" Andy Stochansky[/b]
Did you ever want to go
leave love to those who know
did you ever say
i stopped in the middle
or the fear of being hurt
the one you loved could be so curt
and then you say i'm stuck in the middle
so remember this
it's from now it was the kiss
from the day you were
stuck in the middle
did you ever close your eyes
did you let him walk by
think to yourself
this is going nowhere
did you ever need to know
if he could love you so
but then you said
this is going nowhere
so remember this
it's from now it was the kiss
on the day you were
stuck in the middle
please don't pretend
not tonight, not at ever
please don't pretend
not tonight, not ever
please don't pretend
this will not end..
did you ever need to know
if he could love you so
but then he says i'm stuck in the middle
but then he says i'm stuck in the middle
but then he says..
[b]"I Will Love You" Fisher[/b]
`Til my body is dust
`til my soul is no more
I will love you, love you
`Til the sun starts to cry
and the moon turns to rust
I will love you, love you
But I need to know - will you stay for all
time...forever and a day
Then I`ll give my heart `til the end of all
time...forever and a day
`Til the storms fill my eyes
and we touch the last time
I will love you, love you...
[b]"Inflatable" Bush[/b]
let it slide
overhead
when i believe in you
my soul can rest
but our love
it's really love
it never fades
but fade it does
when we shine
like the sun
you seem the only one
my only friend
so pretty in white
pretty when you're faithful
so pretty in white
pretty when you're faithful
when you're faithful
i resigned
from myself
took a break
was someone else
it's like i've come undone
and i've only just become
inflatable for you
i don't mind
most of the time
but you push me so
far inside
The funny thing is, I'm not in love. I don't love anybody. There is no one to feel such way about.
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"'Twixt truth and madness lies but a sliver of a stream"
-Hamlet, Shakespeare
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"I have to remind myself that some birds aren't meant to be caged. Their feathers are just too bright. And when they fly away, the part of you that knows it was a sin to lock them up DOES rejoice. Still, the place you live in is that much more drab and empty that they're gone."
-The Shawshank Redemption
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"We all start off wanting to change the world, but in the end the only thing that matters is changing one person's world."
-Unknown
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